
I'm not good with endings, people.
I have been procrastinating making this post cause I put all this pressure on myself. Well, expect nothing, and I will deliver. :)
Firstly, I also want to thank everyone who encouraged and supported us during these arduous/rewarding 3 weeks. From all the FB peeps who've been keeping us going with your comments, the private emails, to my brother clasping my guacamole chip dunking hand and telling me to "be strong", to my sister letting me know its ok to plateau, to the friends in the cong who let me know that my face is 20% less cheeks now, to Rhae eating cardboard crackers with me on a Friday night, and to any of my friends that I've hung out with during this time and had to listen to me ramble endlessly about what I can and can't eat.
THANK YOU!
Especially to Steph for recommending it to me in the first place and being patient with me as I called and texted her from Whole Foods and Trader Joe's all those times asking things like "why can I have butternut squash but not sweet potatoes??!" and for being strong for me and experiencing this together. Steph had a lot more obstacles against her than I did. She was busy with work, taking care of herself and Evan, spiritual responsibilities, and detoxing in other ways yet she totally did it. I'm very proud of her.
I'd also like to say NO THANKS to all the guys at my job who flaunted their decadent meals and constantly questioned me on the validity and futility of what I was trying to do. You know what? Actually, THANK YOU guys, too, because the negative reinforcement made me even more determined to excel. Plus, I know you were just joking around, so it's all good.
Now I want to share some of the physiological/psychological changes I noticed during the detox:
- whiter, stronger nails
- shinier hair (though I also started using a Keritin shampoo and that prob contributed, as well)
- slimmer waist (thank you 8 min abs! but the detox definitely played a part)
- no bloating/water retention
- cleaner more neutral breath (which is sugar's worst enemy)
- clearer mind and ability to focus
- much more energy (so much so that I got to bed late a LOT and lacked sleep :( )
- more motivated
- guilt-free eating
- a satisfying sense of progress
- IBS symptoms completely absent (meaning, regular healthy BM's.. okok I know.. TMI)
- returned to an alkaline state
So, what now?
More than one person has asked me "so did you eat a whole pizza yet?" First off, when did I EVER eat a whole pizza? lol Seriously, I'm a human being, not an animal. Though I can't say I didn't daydream about it.
But I don't want to throw my results away. In fact, I want to keep running on this track of fitness and good health. I'm starting to really enjoy my work outs and miss them when I don't do them. Yesterday, I practically frolicked in delight at the supermarket. And it wasn't for potato chips or Oreos or a frozen lasagna. It was for mushrooms, pears, nectarines, fresh natural salsa, black berries, whole grain bread and yes, even hummus.
We're going to Olive Garden tonight to celebrate and I'm actually looking up the calories of the individual meals. I may choose to disregard them once I get there, but the intention is good. And I feel a new detachment from food and it is all kinds of liberating. It doesn't define me or determine my day. I still think about foods I want but I don't crave them as much. I had some plantain chips last night and felt awful afterwards. Then, Steph informed me that they were probably fried and that's why. So I believe that my taste buds and general food disposition has changed, which is crucial.
This is a new lifestyle for me. I've been trying off and on for years to do this and after 3 weeks of steady dieting, I'm convinced I can do it. Thanks to my God, my family, and my friends.
<3 Couldn't've done it without you.
Total weight loss: 9 lbs.! (And some decent toning)